It has been a few weeks since I blog about my battle with cancer. After the second failure to contain the cancer, I told the doctor, I needed a break. I did not want to go under the knife again so soon.
The whole thing is overwhelming enough without hearing you need a third surgery. Instead, I took a step back, and used the time to focus on other things. The bills for the last two surgeries had been coming in; I need to have a little fun, breath a little. I took the time to look into other options. I was told no other recourse but another surgery.
Have you ever had your life put on hold? Do you know someone who has been through cancer, did or did not make it?
I was accepted the first time they told me I had cancer. I have a strong faith that whatever happens; God has the last say. The second times that I was informed that I would have to have another surgery, I was little more shock. It was that same faith that is helping me not to fall apart. Faith is helping me now, to continue and not give up. We walk by faith not by sight.
As the time goes on, I thank God for protecting me and guiding me in the along the way. I give cancer no power.